Stand Alone

Don’t you feel at times that life seems to just leave you standing all alone? As though the whole world seems to function and whiz you by without even leaving a trace or even when days that you’re totally absence/detached from the world?

As much as I know my faith tells me that I’m NOT alone, I can’t help but forget this truth. But thankfully, I’ve been reminder of His grace and mercy once again – Deuteronomy 31:6 ”Be strong and courageous, do not be afraid or tremble at them, for the LORD your God is the one who goes with you. He will never leave you or forsake you.”

 

Up & Down

So recently I’ve been feeling on the low side – not quite sure how to explain but you know those down days where you just wake up feeling so low and lousy about yourself, those days when you feel so inferior to people/things, okay, basically everything around you is like all up and happy while you are all down and sad!

Being in fear of uncertainty isn’t helping much either, it’s like you’re so unsure of what is the next step in life? Having the idea of wanting to accomplish the many ‘task’ set forth for myself and when such ideas are not going as smoothly as I thought it might be, damn, I feel shitty! I’d be honest, I do sometimes think I could escape from such ‘thoughts’ by ignoring it but it’s so apparent and clear till I can’t but to only face my fears.

Thanks to friends who are keeping me sane and I know that self denial is not going to work at all – I can only surrender. Yes, it’s time to raise my flag and let it fly.